senselessness
Things in life just doesn't seem to make sense sometimes, i guess the god's are playing with us far too hard sometimes.
6 April 2007
I am supposed to face a very hard quiz in my tutorials at 4.30pm, and later at 8pm an easy midterm paper. The paper is supposed to be easy because I've taken a lot of effort to study the paper throughly prior to the midterm and by now i was able to memorise almost everything they can throw at me. Despite that i dont take my chances and forced myself to library to study for both of it through out the day.
In the library, i was sitting alone and trying to read up intensely - the paper, but the moment i turn up my head for a break, there was this girl who sat beside me and she was literally staring and smiling to me. I was stoned, period. I didn't know what to do so i went for a cigarette break, haha... by the time i return, she's gone. Damn cool wey, now i can concentrate and study better. Honest.
So around 4.30pm i went for the quiz in my tutorial class only to fly like a butterfly in the sky, it was not as hard as i thought it would be and turn up i was the first to finish and leave the class, pardon my ignorance as i really need to concentrate and study for my midterm also.
Around 7.30pm i went for the midterm that night only to screw the second part of the paper, yes the second part i practically left it empty without any scribblings. I discover in horror later that i knew how to solve it as i have practiced it like ten times before, just that my mind went blank during the midterm when isee the hot tutor slyly flirting with the other tutors right in front of my desk with her new haircut, she has very lame taste of guys sial. was stared at by one of the tutor supervising the exam, i thought he suspected me of cheating and he told me later that he likes my handwriting as it is very beautiful. Don't believe? Go and ask moses if you knew him.. Shitty
I felt like crap studying the whole day so i decided to go back early, shower and sleep. With my flu medicine, i slept peacefully around 1am i think.
7 April 2007
This morning, I woke up too early6.30am for a Saturday is too early and went for breakfast 3 times, yes the first one was intentional but the second and third are not, it was a mistake but what the hell, i can kill some time..
later in the afternoon, i was dragged out of my room, wearing the best of suits only to face a broken down car and a good two hours spent in the workshop, i pity my friend's luck for the car doesn't belong to me.
Then, while waiting in the workshop a missionary man called and invited me to his church gathering tonight.What i don't understand is that i have not attended church for the past few years yet i gladly accepted his offer without blinking an eye. Turns out in the end, I'm jacked when the fella didn't contact me at all at the designated time despite a few sms to him which is at the time I'm writing this.
After the workshop we loose all interest to go on with our adventure to the PC Fair held at Mahkota Parade, so i went back, took a bath, pop my flu medicine and walla i'm in dreamland. I was peacefully sleeping until someone missed call me and to my horror i realized i am late for one of my group meetings. The coolest thing is that the group consist of mostly international students and I'm chosen as the group leader, hence with the responsibilities upon my shoulders I'm still late for a very important meeting in the library, i guess i went there looking stoned like a fuckhead chinese ah beng. Sorry guys, it's just not my day.
After the meeting, i was thirsty so i decided to go for a drink with dilip and zero, while walking to ixora i was literally stared at by one very cute girl who was walking alone to buy some food, i try to look behind but there's no one else behind me, i turn to her again and she smiled at me flashing her perfect white teeth.. Damn, is god trying to screw my brains? She's is hot..!! How is this suppose to turn out in the end? Still very much confused and dazed from the earlier events, i walk on my path and look into the opposite direction shylyshe must be thinking are you retarded asshole..??. .
Period man, i'm bleeding... Hope you all have a nice day ahead..!!
6 April 2007
I am supposed to face a very hard quiz in my tutorials at 4.30pm, and later at 8pm an easy midterm paper. The paper is supposed to be easy because I've taken a lot of effort to study the paper throughly prior to the midterm and by now i was able to memorise almost everything they can throw at me. Despite that i dont take my chances and forced myself to library to study for both of it through out the day.
In the library, i was sitting alone and trying to read up intensely - the paper, but the moment i turn up my head for a break, there was this girl who sat beside me and she was literally staring and smiling to me. I was stoned, period. I didn't know what to do so i went for a cigarette break, haha... by the time i return, she's gone. Damn cool wey, now i can concentrate and study better. Honest.
So around 4.30pm i went for the quiz in my tutorial class only to fly like a butterfly in the sky, it was not as hard as i thought it would be and turn up i was the first to finish and leave the class, pardon my ignorance as i really need to concentrate and study for my midterm also.
Around 7.30pm i went for the midterm that night only to screw the second part of the paper, yes the second part i practically left it empty without any scribblings. I discover in horror later that i knew how to solve it as i have practiced it like ten times before, just that my mind went blank during the midterm when i
I felt like crap studying the whole day so i decided to go back early, shower and sleep. With my flu medicine, i slept peacefully around 1am i think.
7 April 2007
This morning, I woke up too early
later in the afternoon, i was dragged out of my room, wearing the best of suits only to face a broken down car and a good two hours spent in the workshop, i pity my friend's luck for the car doesn't belong to me.
Then, while waiting in the workshop a missionary man called and invited me to his church gathering tonight.What i don't understand is that i have not attended church for the past few years yet i gladly accepted his offer without blinking an eye. Turns out in the end, I'm jacked when the fella didn't contact me at all at the designated time despite a few sms to him which is at the time I'm writing this.
After the workshop we loose all interest to go on with our adventure to the PC Fair held at Mahkota Parade, so i went back, took a bath, pop my flu medicine and walla i'm in dreamland. I was peacefully sleeping until someone missed call me and to my horror i realized i am late for one of my group meetings. The coolest thing is that the group consist of mostly international students and I'm chosen as the group leader, hence with the responsibilities upon my shoulders I'm still late for a very important meeting in the library, i guess i went there looking stoned like a fuckhead chinese ah beng. Sorry guys, it's just not my day.
After the meeting, i was thirsty so i decided to go for a drink with dilip and zero, while walking to ixora i was literally stared at by one very cute girl who was walking alone to buy some food, i try to look behind but there's no one else behind me, i turn to her again and she smiled at me flashing her perfect white teeth.. Damn, is god trying to screw my brains? She's is hot..!! How is this suppose to turn out in the end? Still very much confused and dazed from the earlier events, i walk on my path and look into the opposite direction shyly
Period man, i'm bleeding... Hope you all have a nice day ahead..!!
posted by joseph han at 4:35 AM
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