depressing summer

time : 10pm++
status : feeling extremely tired from a very long day at campus and will be trying to sleep at this hour to wake up early to prepare & revise notes for next day's class


time : 11.15pm++
status : tosing and turning around in bed, mind wandering to faraway lands of dragons and sometimes entertaining pleasurable fantasies


time : 1.15am++
status : still turning around in bed =.="


time : 3.15am+++++
status : feeling depressed, alone and very much awake with eyes wide open


time : 3.45am
status : decided to just stay awake as it is time to wake up anyway.


For your information, this happened almost every single night for the past 2 weeks, and i am not getting any sleep in the daytime either, i'll be feeling tired like hell before going to sleep and then after lazing around for a few hours without sleep i'll feel better physically with my eyes wide open.. Is this insomnia or stress..? Damnit, i'm going crazy real soon...!! This is really the beginning of a very depressing summer.