Messy Mess... Thinking again, hm...

Remember what happened on August 6 1945 US dropped the nuke upon Hiroshima and Nagasaki? Yups, right the japanese were fried and totally outclassed, rendered hopeless they seek revenge by surrendering first and then made a total comeback in the automotive and industrial market, conquering the world silently once again... Akaash is now too facing the same dilemma, being bombed twice by our expatriate, damn we could have disband our project by now. The first bomb was dropped right after our 2nd placing at Audiowarfare, the 2nd bomb on our project, assignment & exam week. This is what happenned :

1st bomb
Being labeled as one of the "BOMB" Babes Of MMU Bands, our singer has achieved by far what most vocalist could only dream of. Having a recording contract and classical singing talent, our BOMB managed to secure one of the five indipendent awards on Audiowarfare "Best Vocalist Award", our balls were all large knowing the fact that we have the BOMB with us while the rest of the bands managed to secure only troops of batangs in their pathetical sausages line up... *larger than kennysia's coconut* Nevertheless, things began to go wrong when the BOMB decided to drop the real bomb upon us and broke off with the other guitarist *not me la damnit!!*, "shit this is not gonna be easy" was the only thing i could say to our drummer Vinder. I wonder who'll have to be kicked out and who's gonna do it, well two dogs cant share a bone right? I mean that professionally they should be able to still play in the band casually as if nothing happened before, but let me ask you one question, and be honest about it.. IF YOU ARE IN THAT SIRUATION, WILL YOU ABLE TO KEEP THAT LEVEL OF PROFESSIONALISM WITHIN THE BAND? After carefull consideration and counting the posibilities and statistic, i present this statement to myself, i think the BOMB will have to go, why?

1)Final year medical student, one year internship at Sabah coming soon.. Sabah man!!
2)Honestly, i feel a barrier within while playing with a female vocalist, no comments please...
3)If the guitarist were to go, it'll be hard for us to deal with her as usually any contacts, request or practises with her are dealt over through the bf first..
4)I felt like a josie and the pussycats supporter suddenly.. "i just made that up la"

Every opinion has their buts, no exception on this one too:

1)Our band's icon is an imprinted image in the minds of supporters, imagine what if brandon boyd were to sing for evanescene suddenly at the next concert in place of the female vocalist, you'll buy their show?
2)Finding a substitute for our vocalist will be a headache, auditioning will take time and to learn new song, adjusting and explore the capabilities of a new vocalist takes up too much time..
3)If it's chosen another BOMB then we'll risk having affairs within the band once again and ended up back at square in the near future.
4)It's sad to leave her, for once you get to know someone you dont just look at the capabilities but rather at the inner qualities and friendship bond that you had with that person.. *sobZ*

Life changing memories are definitely sad and hard to accepted, nevertheless someone has to break the silence and tell her the truth, i was hopping that i wouldn't be apoointed for this task as most of you already know i have a very extremely weak knee in front of ladies.. I was hopping that my drummer vinder would do this, however something unexpected happened along the way which makes began to feel as if somehow the arrows are beginning to point at my direction lately.. Well, lets just leave it in the hands of fate for now...


2nd Bomb
After all that mess accured from the first bomb, even when the dust hasn't cleared up yet, we are bombed by fate once again. This time it's a bullseye on our freakish kondei clad warrior, armed with nothing but just two oversized chopsticks he has nothing left within after the mess.. Damn, he's announcing that he'll be going to ICOM aka "Irritating Company Of Motherfuckers" to further his studies in Music, and the best part is that he's leaving MMU for good in JUST a few days time only. My bad, he did told us all that he would be doing so for quite some time already, however due to my failure to recognise the seriousness of his ambitions led me to feel as if everything that had happened, happened too fast. In my mind i was like "Damn, he's gonna be gone from MMU for quite some time", with that i am not sure now weather our band will remain together for long let alone making it big. I mean, practises would have to be compromised, rushed and our budgets tight on our ass, also there would surely be a lot more complications ahead which i may not forsee like transportation, timing and understanding.. All i can say is that, we're fucked for now, ya for life in our ass...



How are we gonna be satisfied with where we are if we are neither progressing nor moving forward from where we arrived upon earlier, as usual on Malaysian style, our demo recording date was delayed again and will have to wait until the first BOMB issue cleared up, also we might have to have a serious table talk concerning the other issues arrising from our latest encounter "TOP SECRET", *sigh* it was at these times i wish that i could just turn back time and rebuild the past once again.. until then, exams for now...

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Disclaimer
ICOM - International College OF Music or call it whatever you like la
Kondei - Go ask a bhaai on that one...

Senti is life..